Ok, well I have still been contemplating my life lately, and I've been setting more goals and such, and when I think of a goal, I write it down in my phone so I can remember it later. Apparently "learn greek" is pretty important because I wrote it down twice. But I'm not so sure that language even exists.... not to mention the country, Greece... does that even exist?? Does St. George even exist??? So many questions of my soul...
But I don't just write down goals, I write down all my thoughts that seem important. I know that if I don't do that, I will forget forever and those brain children will die. So that's how I care for my thoughts and impressions, I write them down for later. Some are for "apologize to so and so" or "make cookies" or "the best is yet to come", sometimes they are baby names (it's not THAT weird), some say weird things I don't understand because I wrote them down too fast. But at least it was a good idea. It will eventually help me to be a productive human.
I sat down to the piano today to practice and it was stressing me out like crazy and I remembered all the years of lessons I took that also stressed me out, because I don't sight read and I don't know why that frustrates me. But I got talking to my mom about it and she told me about a few times in her life that she got super frustrated and stressed and I just laughed so hard!! I'm heartless. But it was so funny. I know what how she feels though.. sort of, like the time in 9th grade when we all had to sing solos in choir and I hated that and so when I did mine, I whispered it and no one could hear me.
But not today, it's time to take the bull by the horns. If that's even how you say that.... What I'm trying to say is, it's time to stop joking around. Abby has a book called Where Will You Be Five Years From Today? by Dan Zadra that is super awesome and inspirational and I have some friends that are particularly inspiring that make me want to not be scared of failure and what not. (Because my fear of failure is possibly too big... but that's another story for another day). So here goes nothing. Gutsy Rob is coming out of the grave, did you hear she died? Yeah, it was a beautiful funeral. But SHE'S BACK!! Warn everyone. And close all the windows, she might try to jump out one again.
GUYS! This is it! LIFE IS IN SESSION! Go learn to play the guitar (you're going to be sore), go jump off a bridge (actually don't, this is a shout out, you know who you are), go for a drive and sing your guts out, go for a drive and don't sing your guts out, talk to a stranger, hug your mom, make a scarf, climb a mountain, anything! And if you see me on your way, TAKE ME WITH YOU!
